February 1,2007.............
Happy Anniversary yg ke 4.9yrs to you sayang...
Yipeee!!!3more months to go...
And that will make it our 5th year together as a couple...
Exactly on May 1,2007....at 2.45am to be exact..hehe...
Niwae...im so happy that i was able to spent some
quality time with my darling, Mohamad Hakim...
at Pasir Ris Park...
....We took almost a week just to plan for that day....
What to buy...
What to bring...
What time to meet...
What time to pack up...
Which part of the park to go...
hehe...
At least our planning paid off...
Bt what was funny...
is that he borrowed a tent from is uncle...
And when we're pitching it,
We realised and got shocked by how big the tent was
hahaha...It was abt 1.75m high...
And abt 2m wide...
A King size bed can definitely fit in...
hahaha...
Luckily for us the park was pretty empty...
So at least we dun look dumb pitching a huge tent
when there was only the two of us...
Despite taking a long time to tear down n fold the tent
(we took abt 0.5hrs while another couple took only abt
10mins to do so), it was definitely a great day and
we plan to do it again soon...
Afterall, he merely took a day off despite having to do his
duty on that day just to meet n spent time with me...
So sweet of you...
Thanks sayang...
We shall do it again soon ok...
And thanks for spending the day with me...
I Love You, Sayang...
She died at...3:49:00 PM
I dunnoe why..bt today i shall blog abt somebody instead...
Someone close to me whom i have known for quite a while now...
If you're guessing who that someone is...Don't...
I wont leave you wondering who that someone is...
Not till i've finished blogging abt that someone...
That someone,i have to admit at times does get on my nerves,
Hurt me,make me angry,upset and disappointed...
Bt then again,that someone is definitely someone special
to me...Someone who cant be easily replaced with anyone
else...Not easily erased off my memories...
His presence have taught me the simplicity of life...
His smile always enlighting my days...
His touch warming me up when im down...
hehehe...
I rmbred when he told me that he wanted to go on a
crash diet which i disagree with...Rather, i actually
love to feed him with lots of food everytime we go out
together...In fact he told me that he has lost 2 kg..
Though it seemed like he has gain more than what he
has shed..hehe...sorry..no offence...I just love to make
fun of his size since he's particular with his weight...
And i always tease him that he's FAT...hehehe
Coz he's this HUGE, BIG, GIGANTIC guy....
which definitely overwhelmed my size...
I have to confess that i also love to irritate him
and times try to make him angry...
Bt he will always stick to his principles...
That is, Always repect a woman...
Despite his age and size,there is still a kid
in him...He will still be this dumb little boy
who doesn't know what to do or how to
even console a girl when she's angry or upset...
And that amuses me at times...
Above everything that I've done or said to him
He still tolerates me...
to proof that...he ever said this to me,
"You mean the whole world to me".
(Hint: He always loves me...*chuckles*)
...ohhh..how can i let it slip off my mind...
i hve a confession to make...
His chubby-ness is my fetish...hehehe...
Love that smile and dimples...
And that gleaming eyes of his....
That someone who will always have a special
place in my heart will always be my only one...
My only Mohamad Hakim Jawahir Bin Omar...
She died at...5:37:00 PM
Its been a while since i blogged..Mainly bcoz i was busy looking for a job.
And this entry would be mainly abt the job that i got and had to quit after
working for only 2 days due to my mom's objection.
It started when i went for an interview last friday (January 19,2007) on my
own. Its located at Bugis bt i did lost my way since it was located at Kelantan
Lane...Luckily another interviewee, a 23yr old guy by the name of Mahfudz,
was also looking for the place.So we ended up looking for the place together.
Ironically,we're actuali aready at the place unknowingly until i made the call
to ask for directions..And yes...it was my first interview and i was nervous..
Bt guess what??..my interview (i had 3 interviews) was unexpectedly informal
which was held at the coffeeshop...Hahaha...the people and the environment
there is great...I've a great boss,a group of great managers and colleagues...
Definitely an exciting and rare experience working there...
Had two days of training whereby most of the time i ended up
chatting with Nora(my colleague) and rotting in the office...
My official work day begin on January 23 bt i had to quit...
My last day of work was on January 25...
And the reason behind it was due to my mom's objection...
I cried right there after my mom called...
Bt Nora and Mr Zul(my manager) tried to console me and
think of a solution...Bt unfortunately, my mom stands firm
with her decision...I was pissed,mad and furious that i didnt
want to come home...Met up with my bf and took bus no 8
without having any directions or destinations in mind...
Bt i went home still for my bf's sake...
And i definitely miss the people and environment there...
In order for me to rmbr my first work experince,
I'll have it written in my blog....
Company: Dolpin Warriors Group (Biomagnetism) Pte Ltd
Founder: Mr Joey (Managing Director)
1)Mr Lincoln (Asst Director)
2)Mr Peter (Asst director)
3)Mr Andy (Asst Director)
4)Mr Richard (Asst Director)
My Boss: Mr Richard
Group Name: Elise
Team Name: Red Force
1)Mr Terence (Manager)
2)Mr Daniel (Manager)
3)Mr Mari (Manager)
4)Mr Zul (Manager)
Colleagues
1)Andrew
2)Nora
3)Farhan
4)Yasir
5)Wani
7)Munira
(P)---->Asst Exec------->Senior Asst Exec----------->Manager------------------>Sales Manager
Promotion Criteria:Meet Sales Value
Our Motto:Zi Qiang Bu Xi (Self-Motivation)
She died at...1:20:00 PM
LOVE, is an attraction based on sexual desires:an affection and tenderness felt by lovers
(according to Merriam-Webster Online Dictionary).
But how do you actually LOVE someone?
How do you know that that feeling is what you call LOVE?
How do you know if he LOVE you or not?
How much can he LOVE you?
And how much of his LOVE can you LOVE?
Do you believe in LOVE at first sight?
How do you know it was LOVE at first sight?
Do you believe in LOVE?
Is there really such thing called LOVE?
I wish i could have the answers to my questions...You showered me with words...
A thousand words that will never come to an end...Words that I want to hear when it is sweet...
Words that are hurtful to hear...The things you said are only words of wisdom...
Words of affection...Words of care...Words of humiliation...Words of sadness...
Words of joy...Bt what abt words of LOVE???
We make promises...Like YOU and ME...Promises which are meant for you to keep,
to fulfill...are just lies and false hopes...Im living in a world that is full of nothing
but lies and shattered dreams and hopes...The trust that i once gave you is betrayed....
The hopes and dreams that you once built and make me believe in,are only illusions...
A heart that was once alive and full of energy and enthusiasm,are only filled with the
nothingness of this pathetic life...A life that has shed a river of tears,a life that has
shamelessly potray a heart of stone,a life that faces with the impatience of time,
and a life that scrutinizes every moments of anger and the undesired tolerance....
This little heart of mine can't do more but to continuously keep me alive...
Bt now its filled with a thousand lies that i hide,the pain that it has endured
throughout my life,the sadness that it has kept within and the joy that is unexpressable...
I thought you had respect my decisions and agreement that we had made...
Apologies you utter...Again and again...Bt you chose to repeat your mistakes...
How am i supposed to trust you if you cant even keep to your words??
I may forgive you...Bt can i trust you again??
Whatever i may have done...I still have my dignity...
Cant you respect that??
She died at...3:49:00 PM
Met up wif Azlin...Was supposed to attend a grp briefing
at Beauty World at 4pm...Bt i left home only at abt 3...
Azlin too was late...Coz ada hal...So in the end we met
up at Sengkang, Compass Point...Gi Starbucks bbual2
pnjg...Lots of things to talk abt..Girls talk...
I didnt let him know that i meet Azlin not till she
told me that he msged her earlier b4 she left home...
So i had no choice...Bt to meet him...(Gaduh again the
nite before...)...Had to wait for almost an hr to meet him..
Kt intchg tamp...Haiz..it was raining heavily...i guessed he
was caught in a traffic jam...Beli sushi when die smpi and head
back to my place..."You look nice today..."...hehe...
He complimented on my look that day...It did bring a smile
to my face though...hehe...Thanks sayang...
She died at...3:37:00 PM
Met up wif Hakim at my place and head to BBDC
for my FTT...which i sadly failed despite knowing that
i rmbred everything in the bk that i studied...It just sucks...
Niwae,we went to Westmall for lunch at KFC..while waiting
for the gerls to arrive...Had a long chat before we all decide to
go and mkn at Rex Nasi Ayam Stall...
Bbual panjang lagi as usual...Then abt almost 5pm,
MAde our way to intchg and send Azlin off...
Then me,Hakim n Gayu took the train heading East...
........................................................................
Finally had all my problems worked out...
Both of us had a one-to-one heart talk...
And thats for the day...
And oh yes....We didnt have any Coffee Bean treats at all...
Like we had plan it to be....
She died at...3:01:00 PM
Finally completed revising my final theory book...
Haiz...tk sangka senang jugak eh blaja bwk krete...
Hehe...stepnye...blom tau bleh pass FTT ke tk bsk...
Niwae...my probs aside...tomorrows a day im
looking forward to...Meeting up with my gerls...
Ouhhhhhhhhh...How much i miss them...
The times we used to have back in sch...
Bt that will be re-lived tomorrow..
though sadly,ran cudnt come along...
She's booked for some work this whole week...
Carolin is still not in town..
So thats only me, Azlin and GAYU!!!yes...
after so long..finally gayu manage to meet up with us..
Gonna have a long chat while enjoying a soothing and
cooling drink from Coffee Bean while we satisfy our
tastebuds with the oh-so-delicious-perfecto desserts that
they can possibly offer...yes...their oh-so-mouth-watering cakes...
Who can possibly resist them???
Definitely not me...So would Azlin...hehe
end of updates for now...
i'll update abt tomorrow wen i get back...
She died at...3:52:00 PM
He didnt take notice of my body language
I dont need you here then...
I didnt ask you to meet to show your face
Your presence meant nothing to me
All you asked was whether im mad with you...
I aint answering that...
I knew i asked you not to ask too much of me
Bt cant you at least................
Nvm...There's no point saying it
You're just merely wasting your time here
..............................................................
..............................................................
I was surprised...
He finally tried to show some concern....
Yeah...at the very last minute when he has to leave?!?!
Rushing and what-so-ever?!
So whats your purpose then when you wanted to meet me??
Waste 2 god-damn hrs and finally open your mouth at the very last minute???
And try to rush and get everything solved within that period??
I cant believed i actuali agreed to meet you...
If only i had know that you're just shutting up your mouth...
I wouldnt have meet you...
I could have spent that bloody quiet time studying for my FTT...
And your dumb-silence make me lose my appetite...
Whatever it is....................................................
She died at...9:21:00 PM
Pelbagai dugaan yg ku hadapi
Adakala tersentuh rasa hati
Adakala cemburu melukai
Namun ku tempuhi semuanya dengan sabar
Sejak aku jatuh cinta padamu
Jiwaku sering terganggu
Adakala ku rasa curiga
Adakala ku rasa tidak percaya
Namun ku tahu kau setia
Hari demi hari ku merindui mu
Dan aku dapat rasakn betapa payah
Utk hatiku melepaskn mu
Kerana aku terlalu sayang padamu
Walau apa pun jua
Ku sanggup hadapi
Agar kita dapat bersama
Biarpun jiwaku sering terganggu
Walaupun hatiku sering tergugat
Namun ia tak dapat menghalang
Keteguhan cintaku padamu...
She died at...4:29:00 PM
Everything happened so fast
Didnt expect it to be
Didnt know what to do
Part of me is hurt
Tormented by what happened
I tried to forget
But to no avail
It haunts me still
Bt at the same time
The other part of me is smiling
Desires and needs overwhelmed my anger
Im torn between two separate worlds
Didnt know which to choose
Sacrifices as they always say
Wasnt a friend of mine
When im in this state
Noting seems to work
Everything seems wrong.
I tried to undo the past
Bt i failed
I tried to correct the wrong
Failure i faced
Be positive
Thats the advice i get
Bt i cudnt help
Bt to bring myself to depression.
If there's only one wish
Just one wish...
Suicide...Death...
Is what i wished for now...
To end this pain now and forever.
I cudnt face you
Not now...
And i dont know for how long more
Ashamed i am
Bt still i have to face up to you soon
If only you could understand
What im going through
And not ask too much of me
All i needed was space
Yet i didnt want to be alone
You said you had be there for me
Instead i brought to drive you away from me
I didnt know what im doing
Im going insane by every minute
Trying to figure out
Whats to become of me
Every second that passes by
Anger was the only thing that keeps me accompany
Like ashes i rose
Clothed in flames...
Im tired
I cudnt take it anymore
Mebe...
Just mebe...
The only reason that keeps me going...
That keeps me breathing...
Are the people that i have...
Who loves me
And are there to watch my back...
To take my hand...
When i fall..
And say...
Thats okay...
I want to feel your warmth
Your concern
And your care
To be there for me
Like you always promised
Bt you gave up on me easily
And it hurts
Mebe im just too sensitive
Or was i over-reacting???
I didnt know
And i dont want to know
I knew that you tried to show your care n concern for me
Bt mebe it wasnt enough for me to realise and appreciate it
Because you didnt try hard enough to convince me
Why did you always give up on me so easily??
WHY???
There were no answers to my question
All i could say...
Maybe thats the reason why i give up on you easily
When faced with problems
Because you gave up on me
You tell me you've faith in us
But where is it??
So many times i tried to tell you...
Bt you just wouldnt listen
We're living in reality
Not a dream that we all wished for
Sometimes we just have to learn to accept
Nothing...
But the truth...Accept the facts...
And face reality...
Not everything turns out to be the way we expect it to be...
At times, i regretted my decisions
Bt then...whats the point of regretting
Whats done...cant be undone...
I dont want to go on feeling hurt...
I cant bear to suffer anymore...
I dont want too many questions to be asked from me...
Just let me be this way...
Lay your arms around me
And let me feel the warmth of your touch
As i stay seduced and comforted by your love
And say," Im always here for you no matter what happens."
And that you meant every single word that you've said
With every breath that you breathed...
I'll always believe in you...
You said i didnt want to talk to you...
Bt i never mentioned those words...
You took my silence for granted...
I was trying so hard to fight with my feelings
Not to let anger and frustration take its will
Bt you misjudged me
You thought you knew me well
Thats why you leave me there
I didnt want to torture you...
Let me be the one to swallow the pain
Let me overcome my anger
While you leave me alone
To comfort your inner self
And wonder whats going on
I didnt want to be rude
I didnt ask for this to happen
Im just sad
Disappointed
Angry
Im so sorry...
It affected me too much
I just couldnt forget it...
Im sorry.
She died at...10:16:00 AM
Im back from the holidays!!!
Bt im terribly sick....
My flu is going frm bad to worse
Having a dry cough as well
A bad headache to make it worse
And a fever to finish the package...
*sniff*sniff*sniff*sniff*sniff*
Pardon me for my rudeness...
Niwae...Mt trip to Aus was GREAT!!!
Definitely a memorable one...
Lotsa of fun...
With a great atmosphere and weather to complete the package...
Bought lotsa of souveniers for my cuzzies, uncles and aunts...
Bt above all...
I MISS THEM!!!
My gerls...
And my BIG BOY...
Wen i was in Aus...
Now dat im back,
I miss the ambience and atmosphere there
Waking up to the sound of the breeze
To the sights of the beach filled with surfers
The friendly and warm atmosphere
Countless smiles from the people around
And excellent customer service
Something that we all could learn from...
Well...i gtg now...
Im feeling terribly sick
Gonna take some rest...
I'll update more when im better...
nitey nite...
*sniff*sniff*sniff*sniff*
Pardon me once again...
She died at...6:49:00 PM
All it takes is just one stupid mistake
Chaos and agony was created
Anger and hatred is the effect of pain
Causing wounds to rupture
Apologies isnt the medicine
To heal the wounds I've created
Bt sincerity and forgiveness
Is all it takes to soothe the pain
To forgive and forget
Is part and parcels of life
Yet memories remain
Leaving a scar
Scarred from the wounds.
Im sorry for causing so much pain
Hurting you countlessly
But i was tormented with great pain
That i relentlessly fight
Bt to no avail
It empowers my emotions
And so speaks my actions
Rudeness and harshness
My selfish being
Never give any thoughts
To anything else
Not even your feelings
Except revenge
To see you hurt
Tormenting with pain
Pleasuring it in vain
I went to the extent of hurting you
Suicide maybe
I dont know
Because i didnt care
My feelings were turmoiled
I was in a state of pandemonium
I couldnt hold on to myself
Not any longer
Im sorry
This will be my last post with effect from December 20-January 8 2007
I will update once im back from the holidays
MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR
She died at...4:02:00 PM
Im in a state of chaos
As im penning this down.
My thoughts disorganised
Never wished it would be this way.
My heart aches for you
By the millions
You choose to love me
You're so far away
Unseemingly...
As i loom away
Im that girl filled...
with pain and agony
she lives with regrets.
you thought me the innocence
of how simple to love me
nobody loved me more than you did
nobody convinced me
except you.
She died at...12:10:00 PM
A nightmare...
Decisions i make...
Regrets i live with...
Oh God...
Take me to my deathbed...
And let me end this pain and agony...
I couldn't take it anymore...
I'm hurt...
I'm tired...
Of fighting with my emotions...
Depression accompanies me...
Day and Night...
By every minute...
Suicide i wish for...
Madness has conquered me...
Leaving me in chaos...
To my beloved,
every breath i take,
i'm reminded of you
though you're far away,
you're close to my heart
i'm falling so deep in love with you
i'm so touched by the way you held me yesterday
by the emotions you put through
i'm sorry for being cold
i didn't want it to end
i was just angry
disappointed
sad...
i love you...
She died at...11:29:00 AM
Saturday: December 9, 2006
When out wif my family to town...
Was supposed to go to my syg's cousin's wedding...
Bt cudnt...
And it turn out to be a nightmare too...
i lost my hp in the middle of the road...
When my dad asked me n my mom to alight...
Since it was red light...
Arghhhh...
Its so infuriating...
Lost my hp tkper...
Dgn contact numbers skali aku hilang...
Da lah tkder simpan spare...
haiz...
Bingit sey...
Sunday: December 10, 2006
My parents kluar...
Gi my relatives wedding...
So i planned to go to my darling's cuzzie's wedding...
Bt it was a lil' too late...
Since they're going to clear the place in abt 1.5hrs...
So duduk kt rmh je lah...Boring giler
Monday: December 11, 2006
Since aku dah hilang hp
So terpaksalah aku ajak adeq aku skali
Kalau tidak,aku tk bleh kluar...haizz...
Niwae...I had a great time wif my sayang
coz me n my bro went separate ways...
me wif my sayang
and my bro wif his fren...
Da lpas gi Vivo,
kite gi citylink then head to Marina Square...
penat sey asyik merayap je...
hahaha...
Kul 6.30 gitu aru head back to tamp...
At least dpt jugak aku lpaskn rindu...
ialah dah lamer tk jumpe...
lagipon orng tu asyik bz je n aku tk bleh kluar...
Tanx sayang for meeting me...
Love you always...
Tuesday-Friday: December 12-15, 2006
Hmm...didnt reali do aniting much...
Cumer kluar ngan my mom aje gi TM
since she wanted to get something..
n basically dats it...
im just rotting each day...
She died at...10:15:00 AM
Bored...as usual...
Was awake at 4.30am...
Bt fall asleep by 5 then...
Bgn kul 9 like usual...
hmmm...
Boring siak...
Shud have went out...
Dunnoe where...
Bt anywhere far from home...
It sucks...
The longer i stay at home...
The more i'm stressed...
nobody to talk to...
Everyone is busy with their own life...
Including Hakim...
SMS him online oso nvr reply...
Haiz...
Wat are bfs for...
I oso dunnoe...
Haiz...
Promised myself to go out on Mon...
Anywhere...
With anybody...
mebe with Azlin...
And with Ran...
Gayu...mebe...
Or Alone...
I dunnoe...
Havent decide...
Waiting for the gerls to confem wif me...
mebe go out on my own...
to somewhere serene...
and peaceful...
so that i can cleanse my soul...
Does such places even exists??
I dunnoe...
Mebe to the seaside...
Haiz....
sometimes...
i just feel like crying...
sometimes...
i feel like shouting...
sometimes...
im happy...
sometimes...
im upset...
sometimes...
im angry...
bt now...
i dunnoe...
i just feel lonely...
nobody to be there for me...
not even him...
bt thats ok...
somehow...
someday...
i have to be independent...
not always relying on others...
and that day shud begin from todae...
She died at...2:52:00 PM
Im soooo BORED at home...
Didnt know wat to do...
Was supposed to meet Hakim todae...
bt he didnt gave me any updates yesterday...
only after 10 pm...
so by 6.30pm...
i've made my decision...
i dont want to go out todae...
even if he can make it...
i called him since he missed call me...
he asked me if i want to go out 2moro...
to meet him...
since its his off day...
TAK...
that was my reply...
why???
bcoz i said that i didnt want to...
abt sat n sun....
for his cousin's wedding...
tgk lah dulu...
mon....
his off day again...
ntah lah...
i dont know...
if i want to meet him...
mebe i'll go out wif azlin...
or on my own...
i dont know...
im sorie if you're reading this...
and sorie if chose not to go out n meet you...
sorie...
i've got my reasons...
sorie...
She died at...10:16:00 PM
i dunnoe wats going on rite now...
why im always angry...
upset and disappointed...
easily irritated and pissed...
i stayed up late at night...
wake up early in the morning...
yet nothing...
no missed calls from you...
no msgs from you...
nothing...
i guessed you called me to
bcoz i didnt called you the whole day...
thats bcoz i chose not to...
bcoz i dun want to be upset or disappointed wif you...
for not being able to spare a few mins for me...
n i dun understand why u cudnt do so...
even for 5mins???
i know you're busy...
i understand that...
bcoz thats just the way your werk is...
bt i cudnt understand why you cant understand me...
its unfair for me...
i dun see why you cudnt commit juz a lil of your time...
like i did for you even though i was sitting for my 'A's...
i've always tried not to neglect my commitments to you...
no matter wat the situation is...
bt why cudnt you do the same thing for me too???
did i ask for too much???
i dont know...
n you've always told me that you will always be there for me...
bt have you been reali doing that???
i dont know...
i dont even know wats going thru my head now...
anrgy???upset???disappointed???
u name it...
FYI...
i chose not to call you bcoz i didnt want to make it look as if im desperate...
coz for fact...IM NOT...
if you say im egoistic...
thats ok...
it doesnt move me a single bit...
bt im terribly disappointed that you let it be the way it is...
you dun even bother to msg or call me...
even when you know im angry with you...
im sorie...
i guess thats the reason...
for my actions...
for my attitude...
and for my behaviour towards you...
im sorie...
i dont want to argue...
im sick and tired of arguing with you...
you shud know me well by now...
after all that has happen throughout 4.7yrs...
things happen recurringly...
always repeating itself...
why cant you see and realise that???
i dont know...
maybe you reali didnt see it...
or maybe you chose not to see it...
i dont know...
im a NOBODY to make decisions for you...
a NOBODY who can only make judgements...
She died at...9:42:00 PM
Friday: December 1, 2006 Went shopping wif my mom n my youngest bro...at TM...from 3-10pm...haha...my feet sores n aches so much...too much of wearing heels i guess...hehe...at least i didnt come home empty-handed...neither does my mom n bro...each of us get something for ourselves...Bt i get this for myself... 
My new bag bought from Montip 
Close-up...Nice??I love it...and its BROWN!!!for $13.90...i tink its worth every penny... As for mom...she gets a boot for herself from metro...it costs abt $40 plus...nice for a pair of boots...She's been wanting to get them so that she can wears them wenwe go for our holiday to australia this Dec 20, 2006..My bro gets a model of a tanker...he wants to practice some air-brushing technique...Thats mainly it for the day...I was so shacked and tired...N sooooooo sleepy... and HAPPY ANNIVERSARY YG KE 4.7 YRS TO MY SAYANG...
She died at...10:47:00 PM
Thursday: November 30, 2006 WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!had lotsa fun...had a great time....and why?coz i went to ViVocity with the gerls...Bintan gerls...found out that Gayu cudnt make it...Bt that's ok...There's always another day...Bt Hama was there too...We check out the timing for the movies ...Get the tickets for...'Deck of the Halls' movie..."Tickets for five please"...Then head to LJS for lunch...Head back to the cinema...coz movie started at 2.35pm...got the front seats...2nd from the front...Bt thats ok...Coz the seat was sooo...ohhh...comfy...Highly recommended to everyone...The movie: Humourous and touching too...After the movie...Its one of the best moments there...We got a stranger to take a few shots of us...Overlooking Sentosa...Nice and scenic view definitely...Here's some pic that i've got...
First pic on the second tier overlooking Sentosa 
Outside on the first tier Overlooking Sentosa again 
SMILE!!!!!! 
Damn...It was HOT!!!! 
Thats the Harbour...
Sweet...Future model??haha...NOT.... But hey...I was suprised indeed...Coz a guy actuali approached mewhile me n the gerls were making our way to Vivo from the MRT station...N you know wat was it abt??He ask me to take his card to consider modelling for an AD...hahaha...i was shocked...and pissed too actually...coz he interuppted my conversation wif my fren...how rude...thats why i didnt take his card...MODELLING???i've gotta be insane...hahahaha...after all...most of my frens said that i cud be a model...if only im tall...haha....DAMN!!!i shud have juz taken his card...it cud be my ONE AND ONLY OPPORTUNITYto get such offers...haizzz....oh well...nvm den... Niwae...had a great time wif the gerls...Bt didnt had a chance to reali explore VivoInstead...we went on a look-and-try spree...at FOREVER 2...haha...they've got nice tops there...wanna get one from there soon... At abt 6pm...everyone went separate ways...I went to meet my dearie...At City Hall...Go mkn again at Mc Donaldthen head back home... Cudnt sleep at nite...Called him at abt 12 plus in the morning...Did had some conflict...Dunnoe why i was so easily irritatedHang up...Bt i called him again to apologise...and wish him aHAPPY ANNIVERSARY YG KE 4.7YRS...then hang up...Yet...i cudnt sleep...Finally went to bed at abt 4 plus in the morning....That's it for the day....
She died at...11:11:00 AM